Lately I have been contemplating the past..past, The past..recent, The now, and The Future. In summary as a whole I find it insane how I have ventured into off beaten paths of wasted time worrying about were my life is going to take me. In-fact I dont know if they would be refered to as traveling or just finding myself confronted by these avenues of life, then standing there like a lost little boy wondering hmmm I wonder what its like down there. Still I have always been too afraid to take a chance I am finding that unfortunatley life doesnt pause like I do waiting to make these choices. It seems like the only real things I have done in my life have been for other people. I know it is important to be mindful of others when we make our lifes choices and decissions but lately I have been soul searching and realizing I finally need to do some things for myself.
So here I am @ 28 and finally taking a stand..Think what ever you want but its my life and I am finally going to live it. Hansome fella aint I.. -Bean-
